Sy Calaelen

Me, Myself and I (Sy) – The Shape of Things to Come

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After to much torment of trying to understand why I’m constantly alone, and why my only friends are now on social networking sites, I’ve come to realise that these days I don’t care. I’ve always had a problem with ‘fitting in’ with the crowd, and looking back, I am happy I got out when I did. I see these people now and laugh inside knowing I’m still capable of being myself and not ‘something’ else. I don’t mind being alone anymore; I have myself to count on. Thankfully though I have a handful of friends who have made a big impact of my life and I thank the Lord and Lady for sending them to me.

I’m fine not talking much, I’m fine sitting in the corner, and I’m fine not going out clubbing. That means I can do what I want, when I want. The friends I have now are absolutely fantastic and I couldn’t live without them. So thank you guys! The one thing I’ve learnt is that the problems I had with people in the past still, in some ways affect me now. At least with the ability to write I can express my anger and upset through the form of a character.

I don’t know what the future has in store for me, but I hope one day, once I believe in love, life and trust again, I’ll find someone, and have more real friends.

That’s all folks… kind of short but who gives a fuck?

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Author: Sy Calaelen

Sy Calaelen is a British writer, blogger and Youtube vlogger, though she isn't filming at the moment. English literature graduate and future social work graduate. Both sites will focus on literary reviews, book lists, comic books and nerd chat, writing and novel tips, and discussions in magick, paganism and the occult. A mixture of everything from her. Reach out on social media from Twitter, Tumblr, YouTube, Instagram, GoodReads, and Pinterest.

One thought on “Me, Myself and I (Sy) – The Shape of Things to Come

  1. All I gotta say to this post is Amen!
    Be yourself and screw whatever anybody else says.
    In the immortal words of Jimmy Buffett, “There’s a little bit of fruitcake in every one of us.”

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