I was contemplating what the term ‘best friend’ actually meant to me. I was in the shower soaking wet and covered in lavender bubbles when I thought of this term. So here is a list of what I expect a best friend to be/have/do:
Who is/who are my best friends? I thought about that but I only have one super-times-infinity best friend and that’s Ellie B. Even though she lives far away from me we are as tight as ever. I really want to go see her again so we can catch up!
But right now I am still unsure about some people I hang with. Do they really like me? Do they actually think I am worth being friends with? I had a crappy time at high school. I met them and I wasn’t afraid to tell anyone that they were my best friends. But they changed; she has rejected me for someone else and he just stopped talking to me all together. She doesn’t really know how much she is hurting me but I really don’t think she would care if I told her and I’ve now ignored him for life.
Okay, so I started to make friends with other people and it was a little bumpy but they all seemed really cool. A long time ago I would have been able to say they were my best friends too but their true colours came to the surface and it seems I can only say 2/3/4 of them are considered to be my best friends. But whether I am considered a friend to them is whole different story.
While all this goes on I tell my best friend everything and she understands. She’s special, funny and a crazy gal at times but that’s what a friend is supposed to be right? We argue about the smallest things but we’re really happy! She’s the sister I wish I had, the friend I wish everyone should have! I’m lucky that I have that sort of friend even if everyone I meet gradually begin to hate me! 🙂